A Cold Hearted Note

It seems to me that everything is at a stand still and that its all over with…Free…No worries in my life, not the little things that I think about are coming to my head. My thoughts have gone from the cool summer breeze to the dark pits of hell were they shall rot for eternity. AS people in there eyes see who I am, they don’t know me on the inside, I don’t know my self either which makes the situation more complicated than it is. When you are to take a look at me and judge who I am you are not seeing the real me, for those who Like my personality do not know what hate I hold deep down inside of me. The hate that I keep inside from past things that I have experienced. The beginning 2010 has been an interesting year full of excitement and fun, now that has all come to a stop. Now that it has stopped I have gone and sat down and thought about what I have said and done, It was only for the good. I don’t look at a loss as a bad thing but as a good thing, I have been freed and let out back into the world where I can continue my venture in life. The hate that fills me tho is something that I keep inside and away from everyone. When you see me you are being fooled by the appearance of me and the whole crew that stands behind me. I call my self the Skateboard G for a reason, I skateboard and I am a genius. People don’t get me, They call me a nerd or a lame when they are only talking about them selves, they have not taken a look in the mirror to see that they are just another copy trying to be like the people in Holly Wood 10 years ago. Also understand that this is Jamil talking right now, half the things that come out of my mouth don’t make since, I could be talking about brownies when I am craving for a cheese burger, see you didn’t get it but I did. “Life…Life is a trip…A journey that takes you far…Skateboarding…Skateboarding is another part of life that lets you be free…No hassle,no worries…Skateboarding can take you places other things in life can’t”. My new quote tells a lot about me. I am a skater to the heart, for people who don’t want to see me make then you can step, for people who want me to make my dream come true, I must say thank you. There has been a lot of things that has happened but I’ve come to the point that the only true love in my life is…. Skateboarding. This may be a shock to some people but it is. I have put all my time and effort into a peace of wood on wheels and I loved every second of it. It gives me everything I want, Freedom,Travel,Meet new people,try new things. Nothing else in my life has ever done that. It took me along time to find out but now that I have I can go back to doing what I was doing before. Question is what was I doing before? Well that’s a chapter of my life that I plan on keeping concealed from the public. Now that you know… Now Get to Stepping!!! hahahaha I love saying that.

A little late

Yeah, 2010 has not been good to my blog. The last post I made was last year, lol. I think maybe three or four weeks ago. I’m reallt not sure. But what I am here for is to get my blog up and goin agin like it was before the big ten hit. I have nothing to say for tight now, Im in school and my nose is runny. There some stuff I would like to say about the people in here but I’m just gonna keep that on the down low. Hmm… Well I guess that is it. This is no hit blog post. If someone looks at this blog to see this than, I don’t know. All I gotta say is holla!

Ubuntu 9.10

Hey everyone, its been a while, well kinda. To get to the point I have requested a free CD of Ubuntu 9.10 . One of my friends was telling me about it and showed me there website where they have you can take a tour of Ubuntu and see what it is like. SO a few weeks ago I requested a free CD of it and I got it maybe last week. I did a demo first to see what it was like the after that I just clicked install. I am currently using it right now. It is the greatest thing that I think that I have done. Ubuntu has to be the greatest operating system that I have ever used. It  is quite simple. Not a lot of junk like you would see if you were on windows. On top of all of that it dosen’t take much so space. It uses a firefox browser. Also there is this thing called the Ubuntu Software Center, in there you can download free software. Yes I said free, its all free. You can find just about anything in there. Its crazy. But this is all I really know for right now. I need to explore and use it more before I can come on here and tell you guys what all it does. I only know from what I have done on it so far. So when I get more familiar with it I will make a more definitive description on it.